Get ready to be moved by "I Swear," the powerful new film that dives deep into the incredible life of John Davidson, a pioneering Tourette syndrome activist, hitting screens now. It's funny, fierce, and full of heart.

TL;DR: Quick Takes on "I Swear"
  • "I Swear" is a biographical drama about John Davidson, a Scottish Tourette syndrome activist, starring Robert Aramayo.
  • The film aims to challenge stereotypes about Tourette's, particularly the overemphasis on coprolalia (involuntary swearing).
  • Critics are raving about the performances, especially Robert Aramayo's portrayal, and the film's ability to balance humor with the harsh realities of living with Tourette's.

Meet John Davidson: The Inspiring Man Behind the Movie

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Ever heard of John Davidson? If not, you're about to! This Scottish man from Galashiels has been a groundbreaking activist for Tourette syndrome awareness for decades. His journey, from a teenager experiencing bewildering symptoms in 1989 to becoming an MBE recipient in 2019, is now hitting the big screen in the film "I Swear."

John’s story isn't just impactful; it's deeply personal. He first started showing small facial tics and eye blinking at age 10, escalating to full-body movements by 13. Imagine feeling your body completely out of control, like the girl in "The Exorcist," as he once described it. Back in the 80s, Tourette's was largely misunderstood, often dismissed as attention-seeking or even mental illness, leading to misdiagnosis and devastating treatments with anti-psychotic medications that left John feeling like a "zombie."

But John didn't let these challenges define him. He became a beacon of advocacy, educating the nation and challenging the common misconceptions. One of the biggest? The idea that everyone with Tourette's swears. While John does experience coprolalia – involuntary utterance of socially inappropriate words – it affects only about one in ten people with the condition. It's often sensationalized, as John himself notes, but for those living with it, it's "absolutely awful," not a joke.

The Unforgettable MBE Ceremony Moment That Sparked Buzz

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One of the most talked-about moments in John's life, and now in the film, is when he received his MBE in 2019 at Holyrood Palace. Picture this: standing before Queen Elizabeth II, about to be honored for his incredible work, John involuntarily shouted, "F the Queen!"

"It was horrific for me. It was like the last thing I ever wanted to have to shout. And I think that's the nature of the coprolalia, part of the condition, where it's the worst possible thing you could say in that situation."

— John Davidson on his MBE ceremony moment

This incident, though deeply embarrassing for John, perfectly encapsulates the unpredictable and often misunderstood nature of Tourette's. The film shows real video footage of him receiving the medal over the closing credits, a testament to his resilience and the sheer absurdity (and humanity) of his condition.

Bringing Authenticity to the Big Screen: Cast and Crew

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The journey to bring John's memoir to film began with director Kirk Jones ("Nanny McPhee," "Waking Ned") reaching out via Facebook! Jones, who had jotted down John’s name in his notebooks years ago, realized there was a powerful story to tell. He flew to Galashiels, rented a pink Fiat (yes, really!), and met with John and his friends, taking less than two years from that first message to the film’s first screening – a remarkable feat.

Jones was determined to avoid the "cheap laughs" that previous documentaries had sometimes sought, ensuring the film offered a genuine and empathetic portrayal. John Davidson himself served as an executive producer, giving him crucial creative control and anchoring the film's authenticity.

Exceptional Performances from a Stellar Ensemble

The casting for "I Swear" is nothing short of brilliant. Here’s who brings John's world to life:

  • Robert Aramayo as adult John Davidson (you might know him from "Game of Thrones" or "The Rings of Power").
  • Scott Ellis Watson as young John Davidson.
  • Maxine Peake as Dottie Achenbach, the mental health nurse who became like a "second mother" to John.
  • Shirley Henderson as Heather, John's mother, who struggled deeply with his condition.
  • Peter Mullan as Tommy Trotter, a kind community center worker who gave John a chance.
  • Steven Cree as John's father.

Robert Aramayo's dedication to the role is particularly impressive. He moved to John's hometown of Galashiels, immersing himself in the local culture and studying the condition intensely. During filming, he even kept physically separate from John, a "committed method actor" wanting to fully embody the experience without John's direct input on his "tics." Critics have been blown away, praising Aramayo's "extraordinary," "technically precise," and "deeply empathetic" performance, with many predicting a BAFTA nomination.

More Than Just a "Feel-Good" Story: Tackling Stigma and Ignorance

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While often described as a "feel-good true-life heart-warmer," "I Swear" is much more profound. It doesn't shy away from the darker aspects of John's life: the bullying, physical abuse at school, being punched in clubs, and the deep emotional toll on his family. The film effectively uses the 1980s setting to highlight how "medieval" social attitudes were towards conditions like Tourette's, contrasting with today's increased (though still developing) understanding.

The film brilliantly balances "mirth and misery," allowing audiences to laugh with John, not at him. It shows the humorous, surreal side of involuntary outbursts, but always underscores the immense personal struggle behind them. "When you laugh, it breaks the ice," John says, expressing a hope for a more tolerant and understanding world where people can confidently interact with those with Tourette's "as if it was an everyday thing."

"I Swear" also touches on the broader neurodiversity conversation, raising questions about overdiagnosis in conditions like ADHD and autism. It emphasizes that Tourette's isn't merely a "disability" but a complex condition that shapes a life, highlighting the need for community support, peer networks, and allies who actively challenge stigma.

Why "I Swear" Is a Must-See for Everyone

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In a world where Tourette syndrome affects over 300,000 people in Britain (roughly one in every hundred schoolchildren!), and with public figures like Lewis Capaldi and Billie Eilish sharing their experiences, understanding and empathy are more important than ever. "I Swear" offers a crucial, humanizing look at this condition, moving decisively beyond tired stereotypes.

Director Kirk Jones hopes the film will "play a small part in starting to refocus people's attention on helping and supporting people rather than just laughing or mocking." John Davidson himself sees it as a legacy for future generations, fostering better understanding. If you loved films like "Local Hero" or "Billy Elliot," critics suggest "I Swear" deserves a spot right alongside them. Just a heads-up: the language can be quite strong, reflecting the reality of coprolalia!

It's a "gem of a film with a genius lead performance" that promises to leave you laughing, crying, and deeply contemplating what it means to live authentically in a society that often demands conformity. Don't miss this absorbing and compassionate true story.

Frequently Asked Questions About "I Swear" When is "I Swear" released in cinemas? "I Swear" is in UK and Irish cinemas from Friday, October 10th. What is the film's rating and running time? The film is rated 15A (Ireland) / 15 (UK) and has a running time of approximately 2 hours (120 minutes). Who plays John Davidson in "I Swear"? Robert Aramayo, known for his roles in "Game of Thrones" and "The Rings of Power," plays the adult John Davidson. Scott Ellis Watson portrays him as a teenager. Where can I find more information or support about Tourette syndrome? For support and resources, you can visit Tourettes Action or Tourette Scotland if you're in Scotland. Sources
  • "I Swear review – biopic of pioneering Tourette syndrome activist is funny, fierce and full of heart" - The Guardian
  • "I Swear: The film fighting back against abuse and 'cheap laughs' at Tourette's expense" - Sky News
  • "I Swear review – an astonishing feelgood film about life with Tourette’s" - The Times
  • "I Swear review: Robert Aramayo’s new film had hardened critics sobbing like infants" - The Irish Times
  • "I Swear: a gem of a film with a genius lead performance" - RTE
  • "How a note on Facebook from writer/director Kirk Jones set the movie of I Swear into motion" - Film Stories
  • "'Tourette's film was my biggest challenge'" - BBC News
  • "Tourette’s, trauma, and triumph: The life of John Davidson in I Swear" - The Herald